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about the girl.
kym.
20.
born 29th september 1989.
working.
living for the sake of it.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Some things, I just can't bring myself to say.
Things that make me lie on the bed, listen to sad/angry songs and quietly sob to myself when nobody's looking or nobody's home. If I don't think about it, I'm all fine, dandy and just totally peachy. However, when the thought strikes me again, all feelings of content and happiness just go out the window.
Somehow it seems the more effort I put in, the further you back-step and the distance isn't closing in at all. This can only end in 2 ways, one being a stalemate and the other, going our separate ways. I admitted that I'm possessive and get jealous easily. I don't believe in this so-called equal friendliness to everyone. Maybe our personalities just don't match and I'm pushing it. If so, tell me and I'll leave you alone. Heck, let this apply to everyone of my loved ones, friends or acquaintances who might come across this post. Tell me, so I will stop trying. I get to save my effort and you get to avoid being annoyed. Every time I decide to let it go, you do or say something that makes me want to keep trying. But every time I try hard, you give me the impression I should just leave it. What do you want from me exactly?
Really, if only I had the power to read minds, things would be so much easier and people around who can't stand me would be so much happier. no where, at all.3:48 am
