Friday, July 03, 2009

Currently watching Exploration of the Human Body to cheer myself up and hopefully distract myself from thinking about stuff. I hope I'll be able to sleep later on since I have a mahjong session tomorrow afternoon. I suppose I should keep myself super busy for the next few months then maybe the time will pass by quickly.

I'm pretty worried about getting a new job actually. I have two weeks left for this internship at SYOGOC but I don't have much plans for the future at the moment. I suppose I really should think about it, sit down and plan something out properly before I screw up my life even further or end up being a jobless bum. Most of my friends are waiting to start school again in their various universities or have enlisted in the army. At times when I think about it, I ask myself why I just had to be a Malaysian and why did I have to sign this god damn bond? I was so proud of myself for saving money for my parents, saved them a whole 30k for my poly education. But now that I'm stuck in this rut I can't seem to get out of, I only have myself to blame.

Hmm I hope Geri's doing ok on the plane and can at least get some sleep. I spent more time travelling to and from the airport than actually spending time there but it was worth every second. I think I'd have regretted it immensely if I listened to her and not turned up to send her off. Maybe her going away is a blessing in disguise since it kinda brought us closer, I think? We're just not the type to express ourselves openly but recently we have been doing that so I'm thankful for that as well :)

Man I'm so glad I didn't take up the offer to cab back with her aunts and cousins or they would've seen me crying o.0

no where, at all. 10:57 pm

about the girl.

Friday, July 03, 2009

next best thing to kbox: cbox.

the past that haunts her.

thanks.