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about the girl.
kym.
20.
born 29th september 1989.
working.
living for the sake of it.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
"So what happens now?"
This line was the center theme for our Year 1 LocVid final project and yet now it seems to be applicable to my life. I've never been so unsure about what to do and never been so insecure about being accepted, I guess I have led a pretty sheltered life thus far. This part of me really hopes NTU will accept me, even with my mediocre grades and all, just so I don't have to go out to work now and earn minimal pay doing saikang. And to be honest, I'm really very interested in their Linguistics and Multilingual studies course, it seems just the thing I was looking for when I was deciding what to do back when the 'O' levels ended. How great would it be if I knew like 94521897 languages and could travel the world working as a translator? Hmm, this dream of mine still stands, even after so many years.
Then there's this other part of me that keeps telling me I won't get in and it's a good thing anyway cause I can just go finish my stupid bond and go overseas for my degree afterwards. But I really don't want to be stuck working for three years doing saikang because all I have is a diploma (and one with average grades at that) and no working experience. And meanwhile, most of my friends are off furthering their studies so by the time I actually complete my bond, they'd be out there as a fresh uni grad looking for the same jobs that I want but can't get.
I think it's my ego speaking, do you? no where, at all.12:54 am
