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kym.
20.
born 29th september 1989.
working.
living for the sake of it.
Monday, January 19, 2009
I have never in my life been so depressed over school work before... Other than that time in primary school when I failed a math test. But that was a different story, I thought I was going to get caned.
Well this time it's serious, I have never had a stronger urge to cry over school work and I'm trying my hardest to contain it. I think the more I talk about it, the more I'm likely to lose control and cry over it.
What I cannot take, are the sarcastic comments given by the fucking TSOs. I am fucking sad enough, I do not need your crocodile tears and sarcasm, much less your lectures on how we failed to do "tape-care", which is something we never even learned before and is only practised like 9857676 years ago when you were actually not a loser and actually did filming with huge rolls of oldskool tape.
I have been in this digitising studio for the past three hours, trying over and over from time to time to digitise this fucking tape in hopes of it miraculously working somehow. But so far to no avail. I really feel a fever coming on and I feel like my head's about to burst. I can't fucking think straight and much less carry a proper convo with anyone so I've been plugging my earphones and blasting loud music to clear my head. And that, isn't working either.
How ironic. The song on now is titled "Save Me".
Yes... GOD DAMN FUCKING SAVE ME. :@ no where, at all.4:01 pm