Thursday, January 29, 2009

So depressed over that one issue today.

I was told so much stuff about it, but I can't tell him about it now can I? It'll make it seem like I'm blaming him, and that's the last thing I want to do or even think of doing. Besides, I'm not even sure what the real problem was, despite what people say.

GAH!! Forget it, what's done cannot be undone. Shall rant here and that's that.

Also, I have been receiving many letters lately. Letters from the government about serving my bond, from NTU about further studies, from various institutes about financial schemes and some others I can't remember. All these things are just cluttering up my mind with endless thoughts and I'm really confused. I do NOT know what to do and it just totally scares me shitless to know that the end (of poly) is nearing and I have no plans for even the near future.

I think I'd better go for the NTU talk this Saturday.. Just get to know more first and see if I'm really interested. And if I am.. then I'll worry about the expenses later on. :S

I think that's all I can do now. Okay, done with blogging, now back to work.

P.S. Thanks to Geri who took all the trouble to help me find out about fees, tuition grants and constantly helping by offering solutions to my monetary woes, haha. (:

Speaking of monetary woes, I'll treat you back to a sandwich next time. :D

no where, at all. 4:52 am

about the girl.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

next best thing to kbox: cbox.

the past that haunts her.

thanks.