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kym.
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born 29th september 1989.
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Thursday, December 11, 2008
So I name today "Be-a-fucking-grouch Day". Need I say more?
I was grouchy and anti-social the whole day and towards the later part of the day, I just kinda exploded on Li Bing over some rehearsal stuff. I guess that was the trigger that let it all out. I was being an annoyance to quite a few people. Namely Anne, Mon, Kris, Tong tong, Jen, Thiang, Li Bing and Freddy. For that, I apologise.
On the way home, I just couldn't take it anymore. I could feel the tears slowly working their way up, I could just feel them coming. I needed to talk to someone. So I had a nice long chat with Jo and told her everything that has been bothering me this past few weeks and I seriously felt much better afterwards. I cried a little at Pending Road bus stop and on the bus even though I tried my best to stop myself from even tearing. It was just too much to take when I was telling Jo about everything. Sigh.. So glad I got it out, I feel more like myself now. That mopey emo girl was so not me. Thank you Jo, for always being there for me. (:
On a side note, I got approached by TWO Campus Crusade groups (NP students will know what this is) within a short span of 5 minutes while waiting for bus at the school bus stop! I turned away one group and after like 2 minutes, another pair came. :( And they asked the EXACT. SAME. QUESTIONS. as the first pair. I'm starting to think they have a standard script to follow to approach people. So I got a bit pissed and told them I didn't believe in making other people convert to a certain religion and if anyone wanted to believe in something, they naturally would. I think this line worked cause they were stumped for a while. But then she started agreeing with me and told me.. "Oh we don't believe in making people convert as well.. we're just here to share what we believe as the truth in order to help you make a choice. Because you know, God believes in giving people the freedom of choice." .. I was like.. "You're totally contradicting yourself, but okay. My bus is here, bye."
It wasn't my fault, 184 really did arrive. And it also isn't my fault that I am REALLY starting to get sick of these Campus Crusade people. Adding these 2 encounters, it brings my total count to 8 times from Year 1 till now. Some of my friends haven't even been approached at all! Do I really look like I need help and I need to be "saved"? =A=
Argh, just leave me alone already. no where, at all.12:26 am
