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kym.
20.
born 29th september 1989.
working.
living for the sake of it.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

新欢和旧爱。

为什么我就不能把他们俩通通都忘了呢? 明明知道根本就没机会和旧爱挽回什么了，却一直拼命苦苦挣扎，希望有一天 奇迹会出现而他会发觉我还是很想和他继续做好友。今天又见到他，心里还是有一种说不出的伤，好像一种被抛弃和背叛的感觉。但是，我知道很多的错也发自于我身上。可是，至少我有尽力挽回啊，跟这感觉走，真的有那么难和那么痛苦吗？想了一想，我顿时就觉得自己很没出息，为什么还在为以前发生的事一直耿耿于怀呢？

要说新欢这边也好不到那里去啦。我老是还以为自己很大方， 拿得起，也放得下。一直自欺欺人，告诉自己“我已经把感情都收拾好了” 和 “做不了情人，做好友也一样啊” 但现在事实好像不是如此。每当见到他，心里还是会有点痒痒的，真的很想就当面和他说个清楚。但是我就是没那种勇气也不想冒险失去另一个好友。所以呢，我只能默默地在一旁，默默地当这个所谓的“好朋友”。

哎，为什么做人这么难啊！？死了算了，容易多了！

no where, at all. 4:38 am

next best thing to kbox: cbox.

the past that haunts her.

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