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about the girl.
kym.
20.
born 29th september 1989.
working.
living for the sake of it.
Monday, March 03, 2008
Handover was pleasant enough, with the seniors actually bothering to organise a little something for us and cater some lunch for us. Most of the time was spent talking about job scopes in the future, some stuff to look out for and just settling whatever we can at the moment.
But truth be told, I had no idea what they were talking about half the time. Everything seemed so heavy, so... unmanageable. I suppose.. I'm just afraid and I really have no confidence of being able to do a good job at it. Even though they kinda reassured us and went, "Oh, you won't know what the fk you're doing for the first month or so but it'll be fine after that", so I shouldn't worry, but I really don't want to screw this up. After all, there is nothing else that I'm passionate about or good at anymore. If I screw up this shot at doing something I really want to do in the future, I'm just the type to lose confidence and give up on it. Then I'll have nothing left.
Perhaps I wouldn't be so uneasy if we just had more manpower or I don't know.. maybe some really useful guidelines and step-by-step guides as to what we ought to start off doing, what comes next etc.
I think I won't be able to sleep tonight because of all these thoughts swimming round and round in my head, which is no good, because I gotta be in school by 10 tomorrow. =/
