Tuesday, October 02, 2007

So yet another new month arrives.

And the new school semester is nearing yet again. =/

I really want to go out and enjoy myself more before I go back to that hellish lifestyle yet again but it seems everyone else is either busy working or overseas. Or, they just can't be bothered going out and just want to rot at home, damn. Plus, I have so many things to settle before the semester starts. Sigh, that's what I get for pushing everything till the last minute, heh.

Something interesting happened yesterday night.. A good friend of my ex which was also my old classmate, let's call him Ray, came to talk to me online, asking how I was doing. Ray mentioned that he, as in my ex, had changed a lot. He used to be positive and encouraging.. Now, he's just a... well, best way to say it would be an emo freak. Could it have been my fault? I really don't know but one thing's for sure, I believe the opinions of his classmates and friends mattered a lot more to him than mine did. Plus, he was the one that snapped and stuff so yeah, I really don't know anything anymore.

I don't know if Ray was acting dumb or whatever, but he acted as if he didn't know I was together with him. Maybe he really didn't tell Ray about it, but meh, I acted dumb along with Ray, not wanting to say anything in case I revealed anything he wanted to keep a secret. Blah whatever, it's all behind me now. I promised myself I wouldn't turn back so I'm gonna keep to that.

Oh yeah, the weather's been really crappy lately and a lotta people seem to be falling ill so my dear friends, take care of yourselves alright?

no where, at all. 9:27 pm

about the girl.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

next best thing to kbox: cbox.

the past that haunts her.

thanks.