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about the girl.
kym.
20.
born 29th september 1989.
working.
living for the sake of it.
Monday, January 15, 2007
Yep, I get it now. Shall try to change things since I find it annoying as well. That's that.
Regarding something else, somehow, here comes the hot and cold treatment again. What makes you think that when you're moody, you can do this to me? If I was some random person that didn't care about you, maybe it woulda been fine because they wouldn't give a shit. But to someone that cares so much about you, do you think its fair to me? Honestly, are you really that oblivious to things around you, or are you just acting blur to get away with things? Do you not understand the fact that people might just be feeling as shitty as you at that moment and that you shouldn't dump your shit on them anymore?
Am I just caring too much for you that you find me meddlesome? Tell me, really. At least let me know, then I can stop altogether. Stop wasting time and energy on you and just move on. And also to direct my care and concern to people that actually appreciate it. If you don't think that way, then stop being so indifferent/insensitive about every fucking thing.
Honestly, I enjoy my time with you very much and I must admit I still love you very much. But if this is going to go on, I will just have to keep away my love for you and just seriously move on, like how many of my friends have been telling me to.
So ya, stop fucking giving me vague answers like "I dunno." or "Give me time." I've seriously had enough of all these and I think it's about time you got a fucking mind of your own. I think I've really given you enough time and space.
I admit, the lack of trust from you, I had fault at part. I didn't tell you everything on my mind, I didn't want to let you see my weaker side and I just didn't open up enough for you to learn to trust me more.
Ok fuck, why am I even blaming myself now. Sometimes, I think the saying "No one can make you miserable unless you let them." is so true. Then again, I just can't seem to stop letting people affect me so much.
I fucking need sleep. Sleeping pills pls.no where, at all.12:19 am
