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about the girl.
kym.
20.
born 29th september 1989.
working.
living for the sake of it.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
You used to love me, you used to hug me. But that wasn't the case, everything wasn't okay. I was left to cry there, waiting outside there. That's when I decided. Why should I care? You weren't there when I was scared, I was so alone. ------------------------------------------------------------
You used to call me just to talk about nonsensical stuff. You used to call me to vent your anger about anything. You used to message me just to chat about everything. You used to hug me when you were feeling low. You used to care about me. You used to love me.
Yes, -you used to-.
And I miss all that.
But, why should I care when you don't care?
How I wish I could say that everything changed when you met her and that she took you away from me by backstabbing me. But I know that I can't blame this on anyone but myself, I can't blame her, I can't blame you, only myself.
I opened up to you too soon and in the end, I got hurt. Its my own fault I got hurt, really.
Its okay, I'll be alright. I'm gonna be stronger. I won't let myself be affected by you because its my life, not yours. I will do what I think is right and what's right is to put all my focus on next sem, not you.
