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kym.
20.
born 29th september 1989.
working.
living for the sake of it.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Well, my frickin' brother from different parents, i.e. Lamont Dev Manogaran Lee Le Wen, forced me to come blog. So yeah, here I am being forced to blog.
I really don't know what to blog about, except that I'm just quite confused as well. About many things, really. I don't want to state them, really would make it too obvious, but I guess only Lamont knows what I'm talking about.
To be honest, I'm a little bit stressed out at this point in time, too many things are happening at the same time and its a bit hard to take in all of this right now. Really starting to doubt my own abilities, I think I might just be that kinda person that gets lucky once in a while and the rest of the time, I get so convinced that I'm actually capable and in the end all comes to naught.
Okay I'm not making much sense. But nvm.
I think I've gotten weak, compared to last time. I think I've changed so much that I do not know who I really am anymore. Where is the real me? I've lost me, really. This is not me, I was never like that, its so obvious that I've changed. But yet, why do I not have the urge to find back the real me?
Bleh, nvm, I can't be bothered, I'm exhausted.
If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world? =/
