Wednesday, August 30, 2006

最近心情一直都不好, 心事重重又没有可以诉苦的对象, 憋得我快要烦死了.

爸妈的情况不知道现在怎么了..... 都不知道要如何开口向他们说出国的费用又要调高了.

最近对很多事都觉得很反感, 做起事来一点耐心也没有. 更糟的是我好像越来越敏感了. 不知道是我多心, 还是我的想法是正确的, 只知道因为这样, 我心里时时刻刻都很难受.

昨天我还在烦恼该怎么办, 但我始终什么都没做, 什么都没说. 只发了一个很简单的简讯, 预祝他"生日快乐". 他也只简单的回了一句"谢谢", 之后我们什么也没说了.

有好多话想跟他说, 但不知道如何开口才不会伤害我们之间美好的友情. 但我知道, 我的心已经默默地渐渐死了. 我再也没有什么期望, 再也没有什么要求, 只想把所有的精力放在学业上. 也许这样, 我可以用功课麻醉自己, 好让我自己没时间去想其他的事, 也没时间感到伤心.

好吧! 就这么决定吧, 让时间慢慢地帮我疗伤, 我就不信我不会回到从前开朗的我.

李仪云, 振作一点! 生命短暂, 不要想这么多, 要活出色彩!
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For all my non-chinese or chinese but banana friends, I'm sorry but sometimes I feel that I'm able to express myself better in mandarin.. But, I assure you, if I write in mandarin, its usually depressing, so its nothing much that's worth reading, heh..

That said, my laptop servicing trip is cancelled because Shelia couldn't make it.. But, no biggie, I don't really need my laptop at the moment.. Not planning to bring it to the Philippines anymore..

Right, I took quite long to blog today, I wanna go watch Goong now

Toodles poodles

P.S.: Shit, I'm broke as hell ='(

no where, at all. 3:42 pm

about the girl.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

next best thing to kbox: cbox.

the past that haunts her.

thanks.